Shaking my head

At this point in time I never knew it was a mandatory thing to say yes to replace blood or use blood by products while having surgery.  I refused of course since I have seen way to many people having to take blood tests after they have had transfusions over the years totally and I see and feel the pain every time they go up for the tests.  So I put my foot down on that part and the one nurse was trying to talk me into it all here last week for the surgery.  When the gal told me that if I did not sign the paper as of then I may not have the surgery and I said fine I will get up now and walk out and that I did not need the B.S. from anyone here period for that part of things.  So the surgery went on thanks to the one doctor that said ok she did not sign the paper and who cares anyway with I do not blame her along with leave the girl alone since she is already frazled out at this time because of it all.  Of course by the time that the one nurse was done I knew that I was almost at stroke level with my blood pressure and what the heck.  So after all said and done I got the surgery that I have known that I needed here for the past almost year and found out other things while I was at it all on top of it.  After all said and done a friend must be really spinning in his grave by now after this one and that is on the person who has done all of this to herself at this point also here.  So there is alot to really think about here and see where I land up for it all.