Shaking my head

Well it is a hard thing to have ADHD here in a child who is hardly out side to use up some energy period still.  Ok so the child gets outside with me here during the week but otherwise here she does not get out anywhere else at all.  It all makes me wander in some of the doctors out there totally here in Western NY.  So now it makes me wander about the quack that the child is seeing totally at this time and how much she really sleeps at night here also.  So the child has been out cold since she first half hour she walked into my door after she has been dropped off and that part throws me off here also for alot of things that need to be done on my part.  With this being said here my Husband pretty much snapped at me for most of the weekend here since the truck was not here and I was on foot for alot of things also on top of it.  Then he wanders why also in why I am totally done here with the whole thing also.  So either tonight or tomarrow morning I will get out on my own here for what I have to do for myself.  Another thing is all the games that have been played over the years and I refuse to let the father of the kids that I sit here affect me period like he does to their mother and his ex wife.  Since I make no bones in how I feel on alot of things here and do not care period at this point still some will have to listen.  I had the guy pegged from the get go when he hit on me the first day here.