Shaking my head

Well at this time I have not been out of the house as of yet for my walk.  I think that I will wait untill later on for tonight here and walk then.  Since my Husband has agreed that I have been the one that has been scrimping here alot more in the household at this time and doing in what I have to do to make it all work along with my walks here it drives me totally nuts.  So now at this time knowing that I have to pay bills here pereiod for the place and keep on trying to figure out in what else that I can cut here in the place it will be just one of the things that some have to deal with here out of me untill it gets done.  I guess this is why it drives me for my walks here for myself more than anything other than besides the money that I pick up along the way also that some folks just throw out during the week.  Either way I know that I win on that part of things totally here in the area along with afew others that get out there also at this time.  Another thing that I have realized here for my own household is that I end up doing alot more than what I need to do of course and that is ok now.  So there are things that others may not like in what I do like no paper towels to clean with in the kitchen and bathrooms here still to this day.  I have been doing that part of things for about 10 years if not more here in either place.  I get the paper towels maybe twice a year if I am lucky and that is it for the household.  Since my Husband does not mind that part of things at all and I have to bleach out the dish rags anyway along with the alot of the cloth hand towels it works out better for the place.  I know that part gets some folks going in my place when they see the hand towels out along with other towels to mop up the bigger spills for the kitchen floor also still to this day.  The other thing that I have noticed here is that some folks just do not get that I turn off alot of things during the day here in the place and they do not like that part of things niether.  Just like the light here in the main room I turn it off at the switch and never pull the chain to turn off the light.  One person did that to me already in the past 6 months and I went off like a bad habbit on the guy.  Even funnier was when I knew there was a roll of T.P. and paper towels in the RV the guy had and never got them out untill everyone was gone.  I will admit that some things were hid by the guy and I am alot worse than he will ever be at this time on being a total tight wad compaired to him.  So at this time now they guy pretty much begged me to take him back and I shot him down again on that part this week on that part of things.  My last words were to him I do not trust you and I hope that you learned something from me since I will not deal with what I had delt with from before.  As I told my Husband it is simple here on alot of things either I get numbers this go around or it will be the last of the fresh meat and I will pay the higher price for the household from now on.  That is where the brine mixes will come in again along with other things that I have not lost over the years when butchering time comes up.  Alot of the younger folks in todays world have not been taught in how to do alot of things at all and did not want to learn in how to do things for the household at all.