Shaking my head

Well I asked for help yesterday and got nothing for it at all.  So it looks like I will be on my own for alot of the housework still today of course.  With the laundry built up into a hill that is taller than I am at this point still and I did get thru 3 loads yesterday here it makes me wander totally in why I even bother in some things here for the place.  Another thing is that I have to go out to the office again today here and get to my walk also for the day along with the laundry.  All I can say is there are leftovers in the fridge and tough cookies on that part of it all for my Husband for the day.  So in the mean time I will have to get several things done for the day before I can even think about my walk tonight.  Also here then for tomarrow I will have to make a trip up to city hall for another bin for the recycle guys since the one that I have is totally full.  Once in a great blue moon I do forget to put the garbage out and this past week was one of them.  With all that has went on this past week here I am suprized that I am even out of bed here totally anyway.  So I ended up at Kmart yesterday here and got another garbage bucket and will have 2 of them out at the street here this week.  I can figure that since my Husband does not want me out at all hardly anyway from the house here at this time I am getting out anyway tonight for a walk nomatter in what he will say about that part of things.  The whole thing is that I need to get out of the house and know this to give me the huge push to face life as it is at this point in time along with the household.  The other thing is that I will pick up money while I am on my walk so I will not worry about that part at this time also for the day.  Plus it gives me something to look forward to nomatter what goes on in the area.  I guess the big thing that my Husband has not got as of yet with myself walking is that I feel alot better after I get done along with I can get more done in the household after the walk also.  Now at this time I do not care in how cold it gets in the area anymore I will be out in the fresh air and do what I can from this point forward.  Since the money helps out in what I get it will not be so bad at all after all said and done.  Also yesterday when we were at Kmart I ended up with something else for the household at the time that will help me out also on alot of things.  As I say out of sight out of mind alot of the times anyway for some things here for the place and it will help out more than what my Husband knows also at this time.  Plus I have found out that I am not the only one that has pulled back the change that I get during the year here also.  So with that part said that was it and I ended up with another bank here in the household and I will see in how long I can wait to turn in some of the money that is here already.  In the end it will help out on my part of it all anyway.