Knowing is half the battle here

Well I know in why I have hid money in the past here along with in why I should have kept it all up over the years here totally it still hurts.  Maybe that is why I have kept the change here in the household at this time also over the years so I could have something to fall back on in hard times totally.  After all said and done here I have been took over the years for the paper money and everyone left my change alone and that does not include other things that went on also at this time.  When I get blamed for things it does not bother me to much only because I am use to it all and I have always been the fall out person nomatter what has went on over the years here.  When I got called a "Drama Queen" by one of my Husbands friends I came up swinging since I gave his oldest what she needed maybe 3 weeks before that and for being right on something that the guy lied to me about along with lieing to my Husband on top of it all on things that did not happen.  Yesterday I proved my point in the past 4 months that has went on and I almost got burnt when I asked to see the dang feather ball in person also here.  Something told me to ask this and that along with a call to the person.  I did not blame my Husband at all on that part of things and all I can blame him for believing something that a person has lied to him about here totally.  Since I can spot some things right off the bat here and know other things also and the person still lies to me I went livid on the person and walked away here in the past 5 months.  The guy realized that and I told him to sho wm the papers then and ya better say something other than that I was supposadly loosing it all in my mind.  As of Friday I told the guy get off of the meds and ya do not need them and I will think of taking ya back here into the household and as a friend.  Well that went over like a lead ball in a swiming pool liner and I have made up my mind on alot of things here with that part.  Since I did not give the persons Mother yay or nay about what she asked me I will help her out period nomatter what goes on here and that is it.  Alot of what the guys problem is at this point is the meds and he blames alot of his problems on that part of his life instead of taking along hard look on his real problems here that are going on at this time.  That is another reason of why I got away from the guy and told my Husband I will not stop ya and do not dare throw the guy up in my face period here after all said and done.  Well that is when I started to really hide the money in alot of ways here since my Husband figures it is ok to try to keep up with others that waste their money on stupid things or it was gave to them after they hit up others.  I have noticed that part out of the guy here totally and I refuse to stand for it after all said and done also.  This is why we ended up with a pop up camper that we can not register at all nor use all at the same time here and it is taking up space also in the driveway.  This is why I started again on alot more walks and not saying in how much that I get also here at this time.