Knowing now

Well I know why I have went to NY State and went that much cheaper here totally at this point in time here and that is how I like it.  At this time here my bills are paid and I have a house while I am at it also here since I have went that much cheaper.  I guess that is good enough by me and my Husband at this time in what I have been doing for the household at this time.  I am about ready to go cheaper also for my place and nobody here in the state of Illinois will never know about it since I will not be back at all after this go around also here.  After what I have seen and heard today I am suprized that some are just not totally out on the streets at this point in time here out of the one crew totally and now I know why my father has not even bothered to move back to Illinois at all.  So I may as well get my toush back up to NY State and be as cheap as I can so I can do more there and never look back.  Since I have been cutting down on the power bill and other things at the house that I have along with not using the dryer at all hardly I know that does help on the power bill totally and I am within budget on that part along with the groceries that have been bought here so far.  I will be cutting that part down also while I am at it once I get back home also without a problem at all.  Also since I am still switching things over to the cheaper products in the household that I have here it will end up working out for the best after I get done here also.  Some have not got the point that I have been doing some things at my place as of yet down here and they never will.  Also once I get back home I will start working again to get out of the house and for extra cash for the household while I am at it to say the least.  Even though I do not have to work at all outside of the household at all it is always nice to get out and about and see other people.  So now I will say that some of the bills will go down that much further also when I get out of the household.  Maybe this is what is bothering some people at this point since I am the cheap one and hardly waste anything here along with cutting things in half for the household.  Since I only watch the T.V. for the news most of the time anyway I am better off at this point in just shutting things out that are said otherwise.  Since I am sick of alot of things here I know that I can survive along with the feather balls in my household without some things also from now on the week days here it should not be to bad at all.  Also alot more laundry will be hung up on the racks and lines in the household from now on also while I am at it since I am apparently according to some of my aunts and cousins stupid for running up alot of bills at my place.  When my bills are way lower than that crew altogeather at this point in time here along with the house payment I must be doing something right.  Also now at this point in time I have been thinking long and hard on some things for my household here and I came up with some things that others would just totally be mad about it in what I am about ready to do also.  All I can say is alot of coupons will be used along with shopping over at the deep discount stores about once a month or so to drag out the costs of that part of things and streach out the dollars while I am at it from now on I should be ok.  I have also learned some things while I have been in Illinois here that it is ok for myself to be cheaper than snot and that it is also ok for me to pay my bills like I have been also.  Now at this point in time also I have also learned that in what I have been doing is right by me and it may not work for others that are not in my household.  So now I can also say that I will do some things my way here and as long as I get from point A to point B and the end result is what is wanted or needed around the household who cares in how it gets done from now on.  The funny thing is at this point in time is that I am getting out more at this time here and I need the time to sit here think along with working also.  I have also learned here that when I start to cleaning the household I tend to forget about the pain that I am in with my neck and upper back at this point.