Shaking my head

Well I know now that yesterday was a long day around here since I did drive down to Illinois and noticed things have changed around here and others have not at all.  I knew things did not change with some people at all when they all walked in totally.  So today was one of the days here that I just sat back and watched of course around the place and the girls did not bother to walk over me at all.  I guess this is what I get for being the hardened Bitch in their eyes at this point in time.  So now I will speak my mind around here and it is to bad on some people totally here and now about that part of things.  I about fell over this afternoon and some could not figure out as to the why I was so tired at all.  Either way at this point in time I will get out for a walk this week every day without a problem at all.  Just to clear my mind on some things while I am here and not only that some will have to deal with it all around here also.  Now some have figured out in why I have been not coming down hardly at all over the years here and the person told me straight out this is the last time I will see you totally around here.  The person is right on that part since I will not be down anymore and nothing is tieing me down to the state of Illinois anymore also.  So now with this week I will be doing some things here and it is just tough cookies on some people also at this point.  Also while I am at it here I will be cleaning while I am at it all and if some do not like it oh well and at least I will know that some things are going to be clean by the time I leave also.  Another thing is around here is that some have not figured out in how much I can do also after the surgery that I have had.  Not only that I can laugh at this point in time since some have not figured out in what I am doing at all here.  So now at this point in time here they have not figured out that I am the cheaper one out of the bunch also here.  With all of the coupons that are out at this point in time here I will get another 2 papers here and will use the coupons up in NY State and that is what the girls do not understand at all here.  With that said here and being the cheap one here also out of the family here of course and what some of my cousins do not understand is that it is not just with the coupons for things here with me.  Now with that part here of course I get the bills that much lower also for my place in NY State.  The bills are lower here in the state of Illinois of course compaired to NY State here with things like 8.5% sales tax compaired to 6-7% here also.  So now this is part of the reason of why I use the coupons for the household needs here also.  That and in why I turn things off during the day also at the household yet again here.