Still thinking

I am still thinking around here to say the least.  Somethings I have had to shake my head on for the house here also.  Now I have figured out in what I can do for 3 of the bills around here totally without a problem at all and they will get paid.  My poor Husband even started laughing about it in what I am about to do.  The poor guy is not worried at all since he knows that I have been paying bills anyway and putting as much down as I can either way I go and still make both places run.  Some have even stated that they do not know how we are doing all of it around here with both places totally.  I told the gal in how I have been running it around here and it was not pretty at all.  It does not matter in how cheap I go at all for the house at this point in time to stretch out the money here because it is still pretty tight no matter where I turn at.  I have been going cheaper for the house anyway and some are lucky that I am running anything that includes power also for the place.  So at this point I still have a gift card for a place so I can go looking at least next week here in the one store.  At this point in time I just do not have the will to shop at all for the house.  With that said I know what I need still and I do not feel up to going out at all here.  Things are happening around here that are not quick enough at all.  My Husband told me yesterday that he wanted me to go and get something for myself also here shortly and be done with it all.  I told him no and I could wait on alot of things here totally.  With today there is alot to get done at the trailer and go from there after I stop at a few places.  So yes it will be a somewhat long day around here totally and that is ok by me.  When my Husband looked at me yesterday and said you better pick up boxes at Wlamart I asked why when I have the empty boxes now in one of the spare rooms already.  Alot of things will get done today here weather some like it or not here and go from there totally.