Thinking once again

Well since I have to pay some bills this week here it stinks totally.  And it got me to thinking here on what has gone on totally with the trailer.  I just hope that the guy that wants the trailer puts enough down around here so I can pay some of the past due bills around here totally so I wont be that far behind again.  It seems the cheaper that I go at this point in time here the broker I get here totally.  So now to try to fix that part for the place and see how it goes of course.  It seems like the harder I try around the house something comes back to haunt me.  I am just tired of it all around here of the trailer and a few other things also that are going out with the money.  The trailer has drained me to say the least and I can not stand to see it anymore at all.  The park was like a total bomb went off in it this past week and it was not pretty at all.  Even the pot holes will swallow up a full sized truck.  I am suprized that the park has not just closed down already.  Maybe I am sick of the things that have went on in the trailer park also besides being drained from it all.  This is why I hardly go out anyway at either place at this point in time.  I pretty much have isolated myself for the most part because of the trailer park while I was there.  It was like the people there loved to make and spred the rummors on thick on some people.  I am just wandering in how I made it thru the last year that I was there and now I am about ready to fall apart because of it still being a drain on the budget here for the house.  So now to get the trailer just out of here and the extra money never hurt niether on alot of what is going down here totally.  It is just nuts around here to say the least and I am really wandering in what will happen around here if I do not get somethings done here.  So now to really think on my way out to some places today and be done with it around here totally.