About done

Well I am about done with the whole babysitting mess around here to say the least and why I have put up with it for this long who knows.  The only time when the kids listen totally is to me when I am there with them and they do not have a choice in the matter at all.  So now at this point before I even walked in the father basicly decided that he was boss and that was it here and little does he know that I did hear what was said and he has fear of me here totally since I do not put up with him at all.  With that Mike Tantillo Sr. has threatened me totally threw the boys as much as he can and I have put my foot down on that part also here with what was said.  I told my boss he was lucky that I did not pull up earlier around her place and then called the 800 number with the plate number for the father for CPS around here since he all but tore all of us down anyway including the kids.  So now it is a real toss up in what to do and next time I hope that some have the windows open again at their place and there is enough places to go to that are blind that I am out of the way here at where I work at and start making phone calls totally around the place.  I will say that I have been keeping notes in what I do with the kids and if they have not been changed nor fed along with other things that have been going on.  Since the almost 3 year old refuses to eat with me most times while I am with her she ate her lunch cold yesterday totally after 2 bites saying she wanted something else.  Sorry I am not a short order cook at all and do not get paid enough for it.  That is how I am looking at it and knowing that the girls did not eat this morning at their fathers house at all they slugged down the half of peanutbutter sandwich down with a half of banana pretty quick at 11:30 this morning with me.  I know in just eating one thing gets old after awhile.  Just like I do not warm up the bottles with milk in them at all for the girls they are old enough for cold milk and go from there.  Both of the girls drink the cold milk with me totally and that is it do not ask me to warm it up because it will not happen.  So now I reminded the mother that I am the 5th out of 7 children totally and I pretty much know in what to do and sometimes I am scared that I would hurt the girls after my baby brother that is over 400 lbs and about 6'5 also that has problems.  So now I will start asking some folks if I had problems way back when and see what they all say here about it when I was almost 3 years of age.