Wierd

Well I have been dealing with an almost 3 year old wanting Mommy all of the time that I am with her.  So at this point in time I tell the child that if mom does not work then you would be out of the streets without food and other things also.  Pluss I have a rotten feeling that the father has totally told her that give the shoulder shrug to me instead of answering me also.  So now at this point in time here I get the girl to talk to me either way and tell her that the shoulder shrug will not do for an answer with myself.  Also with the parents hand feeding the 2 girls it makes my job that much harder also to feed them lunch.  With the baby baby as I call her she just digs right on in and I tell her bites for the food infront of her also when she slows down eating and she takes more bites.  Either way I make sure that the girls eat nomatter what is going on.  With that said here alot of the times the kids do not get it in why I want them to eat at the house to where their mother gets it out of why I want the kids to eat.  Anyway at this point in time here I will be going into work today again and see how that goes.  I really need to clean the floors at my place today while I am at it all since I have not got to that part of the housework yet.  It seems wierd that I have been getting to my place little by little at this point in time around here still.  With that said here some things did get done around here last night of course and it about killed me after the girls yesterday.  At least some of it was done here totally as of 8 pm.  So now to make a list out to go by so I can somewhat push myself totally.  Also I will get a clean house around here while I am at it all.  All I can do is shake my head on it and do that part of the house as cheap as possible also here.  With that said I will start cooking more also here and alot of other things for the place.  I guess in what is getting to me more around here is that I had took a bag someplace and some thought that they could throw it out on me at their place.  The bag has only been used twice and still has the tag on it.  I about freaked out when I seen that go on here.  So now I will give them plastic bags period when I am transporting stuff from place to place here from now on.  The one I found is a good bag to go to Aldi with since they do charge for the cheap bags and the reuseable ones.  That is part of the reason why the person is going broke with the kids in my eyes at this point.  What ever they do not have a need for it goes out to the trash period around their place.  It drives me up the wall totally to see some wasteing things around the household.  So now to work with some about that part of things here and let them know it is not ok to do that anymore around the place.  This is why 2 of the girls will eat and what does not get ate they get it for a snack weather they want it or not.  Other than that I have put my foot down on alot of things in some places period and do not care.  I have had to do it this way after all these years and I have became harder on alot of things also around places.  That includes my place also here.  So now that I know that I am the cheap one out of the bunch it does not bother me one bit on alot of things that what others say about it.  At this point in time I have came to realize that some do not get it at all in what is going on and how to do since they are use to one lifestyle at their place.  With the coupon useage that is only part of streaching the dollars in the household at this time.  Another part is calling the utility companies to get cheaper rates along with useing less and streaching out other things in the household also.  I think that is what is bothering some people that know me at this point in time.  I pay the bills here and the note on the house before anything else at this point in time then still can get a back stock in the household for things that are needed here.  I have no choice in the matter at this point in time since I refuse to go back to the trailer.  I have gone way cheap at this point in order to go back to the can.  So now to get other things cleared out and there is an extra 160 dollars a month into the household again.  I can say this and have the room also for alot of things here at the house without some knowing about it all here.