As I sit here

Well I guess I am lucky that I can cook around here and I am cheap around here on doing so also at this point in time.  Now it is all clicking in why the kids wanted me to cook for lunch for them totally around their place at this point in time.  I already knew what was in the fridge at their place and why bother to cook more when there was food in the fridge at that point that they all could eat at the time on Thursday.  Sorry rat all ya wanna about me when the food is already perpaired and in the fridge done at the time at their mothers place at that point in time.  When some have not figured that part of me out with the kids at this point that they get fed and I do not eat all of the time myself while I am there at all.  The older boys know that I will not eat at all while I am there since in how I feel on it and even the Mom knows why, I don't take food out of the babes mouths when there is no need for it at all around her place.  With some things I tolorate at this time on it all and naps will go down weather the boys holler about it or not since the 18/19 month old wants to fight it with me at this point.  She goes down for 2 naps a day while I am there without question and some know why at this point still.  The 2 year old I make lay down and rest even if she does not close her eyes at all.  The mother knows this out of the kids and I am harder on them than both parents at this time period.  I figure that I am the rock out of the bunch and that is how it is with alot of things so the kids have someone that will put their foot down either way around the place.  As I told the boys my phone number will come up either way and not my name on the number and theres no reason to do what they do for the house phone.  Now the grandparents have my number and that is the least of my worries at this point in time and some have not figured it out at this time at all.  I had to laugh since my phone is closest to the kids at one point in time than others without a problem and I do not mind some folks having the number that I have at all since I will work with them and tell them what is going on at the time.  So I will say with the 7th coming up here soon and school will be going again all smiles since I have alot of teachers in differant states here that will stick up for the kids also while I am at it all and myself at this time that is what is hurting the father of the kids also now.  I know in what I can do and how to do things and some things do not change from state to state at all.  That is what is getting to the 3 boys and their father since I know the loop holes and will ask for them around the place that they are at and the laws of NY State and will use them to fullest extent on my part.  Also the boys know when my eyes go totally green and the funny coller after some days run from me and do not push me at all.  So now the kids will know that I will cook and go from there for them totally along with other things around the household along with their mother.  I will not stand for some trying to take it out on others at all while I am around at all.  Been there done it and it will not happen at all while I am around.  As long as I have breath in me I will do what I have to do for the kids.  That is what the father does not understand at this point about me and never will.  In what my sisters boss did for me I have been doing right after that with my own way and I will say the kids have my attintion at this point and I have been repaying him for over 18 years at this point in time.  Since my Ex Husband I have learned that not everyone is nice and I will stand up against someone quicker than snot without a problem around here in NY State for a child and I do not care in who it is at all nor in how powerfull they think they are.  That is who I am and oh well on the people that do not like it at all.