Sitting here thinking

Well I am always thinking around here to say the least.  I got asked yesterday in what to do for the bills to get them all lower from the woman I work for.  So I told her in what I have done over the years and she never thought of it like that at all for her place.  I told her it works alot of the times for the household and alot of the companies are willing to work with ya for alot of the things they offer.  So at this point in time I have done it several times to see what I could get so I could still keep a service for the trailer and the house here over the months and years.  Also now I will call the cable company to see if I can get that part cheaper around here also.  With the cell phones I have to leave that at this point in time untill another phone goes around here totally.  So now I can say that I have been doing some things for so long here like calling companies to see what they can offer me at a better price and some have not got that part of what I do as of yet for that part of the household here.  Now some have figured out in what I do around here to keep things at a lower cost for the place and go from there.  It is easier to deal with around here totally when the bills are cheaper to get groceries and other things for the household.  I can laugh at times here in all that has happened over the years.  With alot of it some can not believe that I have done some things to cut the costs and got by with it in the trailer along with other things here.  Just like the time when I only had 20 dollars to my name and my sister in law was coming over to the trailer for at least a week along with the heathen years ago and I had went over to do something over at the one supermarket.  Well I knew that the bread was going out to the dumpster or getting donated one so I grabed the car and asked if the bread was going out the dock manager said yes and if you want some go for it.  So I started taking some of the bread and the manager at the time asked if I needed more groceries of course I told him yes.  The manager asked me to wait and he would be back within an hour.  Well I got back to the trailer with the Honda full and the fight was on in my place to say the least.  Since my Husband did not let me finish on what I started telling him at the time we both had a heated arguement over it untill I told him to shut up sit down and let me explain it fully.  So I told him what had happened and he calmed down over it all.  So after that part my Husbands sister walked in and started taking to his side and I told her straight out that it was not her battle at all and to go down the street for an hour and take 2 gallons of milk with her.  After I told my Husband what happened and at least we all had food for the house and I did not spend a dime on it he calmed down and my sister in law came back still mad at me about it all and myself telling her to pound salt over it, I started cooking and all was well for the week after that part.  So now at this point alot of things I have fell into for being really cheap in the trailer and the house here and nobody can argue over it at all.  With some things that have been done over the years and myself cutting the costs totally here some people have not realized in what I have done and can do still to this day for things here in the house.  At this point in time I can say that I can do and nobody else can hurt me by trying to cut me down now.  That is how I will be looking at it and others can have tough cookies over it since it won't bother me in what is said on their part.  Just like I told my Niece on Saturday around here that what Liberty Ann thinks she has it ain't around with me at all at this point in time.  Since I have been on my own at age 16 around this huge world and the one has been babied all of her life here and still is and if she does not get her own greedy way then she starts cutting some of us down.  So now at this point I have turned my back on Liberty Ann over 7 years ago here and that is on her since she had it good at my place even though I was hard and ya better listen since ya need to know this later on for life.  I guess that is why in part of why I ended up with some appliances after the girl did not want to live at the trailer.  WIth that the old saying comes up as poverty is catchy and she was already there.  So now at this point in time some have learned about life here and I am not the safty net for them at all niether.  It is one of the times that I have had to walk away from some things and leave it alone.