Shaking my head

Well I will say that sometimes by me telling the truth on things is well worth it at times.  Now I get to wander in what is really up with some and go from there.  Of course that makes me shake my head since I know something is going down in Illinois at this time.  As I told some last night here what the heck can I do at this time anyway now and I will stay in NY State just because I can also on top of it all.  So now with the cold weather that has hit in the area at this time and no truck at all I may as well hang it up anyway here for what I need to do here for myself and the place.  Anyway now at least I can sit here in the total silence and be happy at this time about it all.  On some things that are going on I will not waste my time on over thinking on what is going down now unless it deals with the household of course.  Also now my Husband said that something just did not add out on what was said to him a month ago here and I started laughing about what was going on and he figured out in why I was so stinking mad at one person that he works with at this time while he was at it all.  After I got done laughing I told my Husband welcome to my world with the guy and that my Husband could not tell when he was lieing at all about things.  Since I will get ignored anyway on what I want from the slaughter here I gave up on that part of things totally months ago.  That means no salt pork at all for the house from that part and oh well now.  I feel lucky that I will end up with sausage here along with afew other things also for the household anyway.  Pluss the guy is late with the slaughter anyway here for the pigs and I had to get some things of course for Thursday to cook with.  One thing I got to thinking about here was in how much I do on the cheap end with the cooking while I was at it all.  Alot in what I do is from scratch anyway for the cooking and thats where the guy does not have a clue here in what I am really doing on that part of things along with trying to cut the bills down also for the place at this time also now.  It amazes me in the guy that my Husband works with and how that fine line is always crossed with being totally out there and not thinking things thru at all in all cases.