Shaking my head

Well at this time I was at a few places yesterday and my Husband would not let me out of the truck period at all.  It was like that he did not care at all in what was going on and throwing me around on the other side of the truck also while we were out.  So the pain went threw the roof on me and he could not understand in why I was almost in tears by noon.  Pot holes are a nasty thing with me and in ever flipping drive way my Hubsband hit them period and thought it was funny at the time.  I pretty much had gave up by noon yesterday on getting anything done in the household also at the time and I did not get squat done except a load of laundry for the day.  So now at this time I will have to bust my toush here in order to get anything done for the week in and out of the household and that is how it all goes.  As I say my Husband will do what he wants to do and I have no say anymore in what goes down for anything here at all.  Now as I sit here and start thinking of what all I can still do and I may end up paying by Friday again for what all I have to do here to get things done.  Also at this time I know that I will have to walk farther than ever here to start in on what I have to for the household totally now.  Plus January is a new year here and I will start pulling back that much more after all of what is going down now.  With that part being said here I guess that I will have to start driving more also myself so I can get out of the truck on the long drives here totally and be done with it at this point in time.  It all makes me wander in what is really going on here and pretty much knowing that I am on my own for alot of things for the place I will have to step up my game of course from now on.  Also I did find a dime on the floor in the last stop yesterday and my Husband was mad about it at the time.  All I could say is one dime extra for the wood burner for the household and that was it.  The other person that was with us here about fell over when I said that part of things.  Also I guess this is why I pull back some money when I can for the household at this time and others already know to not even bother to touch my dime jar at all costs to their health also now.  Another thing is that my Husband does not know in what all happened to the change that I had here in the household at all.  And some wander why I do not mind being alone during the week at this time now.  There is alot to think about on my part and I have almost figured things out in what all that I need to do here for myself and the household at this time yet again.