Knowing here

I gave my Niece here every chanse here that I could to go to PA with me period.  Now I will say that I called her 2 weeks ago to let her know here in when I was going here and I get ignored.  Since I do have the back up to say that I did not say that my Nieces boyfriend was a liar untill today in a text message here and I get blamed here just the same it is just beyond me totally.  I refuse to lie for my Niece here period to others when I am asked here totally and have what I said out of context it is ok now by me.  My ex husband did the same thing to me at one point over 20 years ago and now I know why I have the bad feeling about the Jack Waggon here also almost 2 years ago.  I am sorry that I will not lie here in what was said over 19 months ago here while some were sitting in my kitchen totally and I did not even have the phone except the cell phone at the time the first 3 weeks that I was in the household for the guy.  Pluss my Nieces boyfriend has to say where he lives since he is a sex offender and tried to deny it all to me and my Husband.  All I can say is that some may have it up and ya can have self denial on alot of things period on some people nomatter what is going down and what they will say their age is.   Or maybe in what I see is from when I was emansipated at 16 and married at the time and that was over 22 years ago at this point once I think of it all.  With in an hour I have asked what are ya hideing here and what are ya totally scared of if I take my Niece with me here.  My ex husband here never minded me to see my sisters or my aunts here nomatter who the Hell took me to see them when I was 16 to 18 period while I was married to his toush.  I had questions in the past 22 months here when my Niece got togeather with her boyfriend at the time here and the old memories were still there of getting beat at 16 with what some had told me and her at the time.  I knew when I lost and had to give up on things at the trailer at the time when my Niece got hooked up with her boyfriend.  I also let the girl go knowing it was wrong and I could not do a dang thing about it at all at the time.  I had to let the girl go knowing that I could not do a dang thing and hoped that I gave her enough tools to last out in the real world here.