Shaking my head

Well today I have found out that I supposadly do not do enough for the household according to some of my neighbors here at this point in time.  It makes me wander in what is going down and what others have told them at this point from other sources also here.  Knowing what I do day in and day out here for the place I guess that I have been the stupid one all along here in knowing in what I can and can not do here for the place also.  My weight limits are about 5 lbs or less with one arm here and go from there on a regular basis still almost 2 years after surgery to this day.  So it makes me wander in if I was totally wrong on listining to the dang doctor and still have pictures being taken of what is going on here after both insurance companies also here at the time.  Ok so I notice some things that are going on here in the neighborhood that others would not and know when I am down and out also.  It is also pretty good when I am getting half loads outside and it about kills me for the next 2 pluss days here for the household while I am at it all.  With the garden going in it makes me take a break on what I need to do and take my time even more around the household since I have to get out and water the plants here every day almost here during the week.  This is part of the reason why I wanted to get out farther here from where we have the house here even though it would be miles for myself to walk if I have to since the truck goes down every so often also while I am at it all.  I have came to that part of things when I was moving out of the can also here over 2 years ago and should have took a friend up on his offer also here on another place that we were offered at the time.  I was worried since I could not get off the mountian at the time with the van that I had along with trying to stock up for months at a time for everything and walking an hour to get anywhere if I had to walk to get anything for the place.  More or less I would have been left alone if I moved to the one house here for the most part and still on my own for alot of things that needed to be done anyway with paying bills and many other things that I had to do.  So yes the place that I am at now I can at least walk when need be along with other things here for the place.