Tired

Well I got tired of waiting for my Husbands help here and started doing yet again.  Waiting every 6 hours for the one drain to go down so I can get another load of laundry kicked out gets old and quick.  So with that part I went to the laundry mat for some things here for the household and will go back this week totally on my part to get the rest of the laundry done that is here in my place.  Since everything has been piled up on me yet again at this time I am beginning to wander in what I am doing wrong yet again.  I will get it all worked out again on my part and go from there.  It seems that almost everything has went out the window also in what I have been trying to do myself in the past 5 months and I have to start doing again on my own to get back to where I need to be also.