Knowing now

With all the problems I had out of my one Niece here comes to find out that I was right here totally.  I was not asking for myself here at all to go see the person that I had seen 2 weeks ago here at all just give an older woman the happyness to see one of her great grand babies and go from there.  Now I knew the woman was sick 3 weeks before I got down there with blood clots all over her lungs and thought to bring the poor gal some happyness here to take at least one of the kids down with me 2 weeks ago as a thought.  That is when I got burnt from the Niece that did live at the trailer with myself and my Husband here at one time.  But then again thinking on things with the girls other side of the family I was the totally stupid one here and the 89 year old woman did not get to see one of her great grandbabies.  Then again I tought I would be nice to both parties and let them see each other one last time after I threw the girl out almost 2 years ago with the 2 weeks ago that I went down.  And yes I was livid over the girl lieing her toush off to me along with her boyfriend here for years.  The text of what was said back and fourth will be brought up here in another post on the blog totally since I supposadly lied to others also.  It all came out in a phone call that the girl did not want to go at all and can careless about others totally.  That is how it is and at least I have a clear mind over in what I did regardless in how I felt about the girl.  I was trying to do the right thing here and failed totally except to some people that I know here.  At least I did try to do things the right way and got kicked to the curb.  I can say that I could have been harder on the girl and did not do it at all since I was not going to tolorate the B.S. that she wanted and threw her toush out of the trailer and said no to her boyfriend who is a sexual preditor to move into the house with us when we first moved in 21 months ago.  I had to think about the 3 girls on one side of me along with an older woman on the other side also and a new neighborhood at the same time.  That did not include all of the comments that were made in the kitchen of the house here when we first moved in also about the lazy bumb not wanting to do squat here to help out.  Right then I knew I made the right choice by saying no to the low life.  Now this does not include all of the kids in and out of the place drinking at all since some are laxed on it and I was not.  I knew in what I did over the years and it did not settle at all with me in what others thought they could do in my place period.  When my Niece was totally drunk off her toush that is when she called me "Mommy" in the voice mail she left if she left one for me at the time when she was at the trailer 3 years pluss ago.