Shaking my head

Well I got at least one load of laundry done here in the place yesterday.  Now to rewash the load in the washer that needs it anyway since most of the load was just bad anyway.  At least some things will never change here at all for the place nor will things change with my Husband here at all.  So I will do in what I have to from now on totally and see in where I land up for it all.  My Husband was shocked the other day at the doctors office and now I know in why I have been in pain totally after seeing some things also on the scans and x-rays.  That goes along with some weight gain also since my Husband did not want me out of the household to begin with also for several weeks.  So now since some things are still up in the air here for the weekend and that much I do not mind one bit since it seems like the 2nd week of February for the past 3 years my Husband has been stuck out on the road.  Since I do not mind that part at all and I find great deals on some things that are needed for the household once a year here anyway.  Maybe that is why I do not mind when my Husband gets stuck out.  So as I sit here and have started thinking on some things that might go on it seems like I can relax abit more here in the place also at this time.  IF my Husband comes home then that is fine also here.  At this time knowing that in what I have to do for the household along with myself for the weekend now it will make things easier on me also.  So now at this time at least I can still plot out either way on things for in what to do for the weekend.