As I sit here

Well all of the thoughts in my brain are just going nuts.  There is just alot that I need to do and my body will not let me as of yet like going back to work around here.  So I will try the baby sitting for awhile and see where that goes for me around here.  Worse comes to worse the person unloads me.  Maybe that is what I am partly worried about around here besides all the bills that are piling up on me again.  Now I will be going way cheaper here in the house just to see if I can do it at all around here.  I am just wandering in how I am going to keep the trailer and other things around here totally without going bust.  This is part of the reason why I am cutting way back around here on that part of everything.  So either way the both of us have to sit down and really talk about alot of things around the household.  This is part of the reason why I said no to my Niece and her boyfriend also on moving into the house here.  Now saying this in part is because I had to cut way back anyway from what my Niece did while she was at the trailer also.  There was alot of stuff broken, took, and wasted with her there totally.  I was not going to put up with the girl, her boyfriend, and thier friend around my place being totally lazy and not doing anything to help out also.  So now that I am doing alot more on my own around the place it is getting harder for me to deal with.  Maybe because of the accident I havn't been right neither with my thinking.  It is a wander at all that I can still think with the pain half the time anyway.  Anyway I guess this is why I will be hanging more laundry for the place here and alot of other things also.  Since I have been doing alot of the cutting back around here we maybe ok around here to say the least.  With that being said around here I am off the computer and other things during the week for most of the day around here.  I am thinking of other things that I want to cut around here also and it may just happen for the place.  With alot of the things that I am wandering about is how much is to much of the cutting back since some have not complained at all.  So now I will be going out also to pick up the nickles yet again here just so I can have the extra money in the household here.  It will not be as I think it will be around here at all and tomarrow is another day around here totally.  Or I may be just getting antsy around the place since I really have not been out totally around the place since we moved in also.