Now that I said

I am never out spoken at all and when the truth is the truth about some folks I stand by my word.  I do not make stupid rituarls that some want me do do around in my life because some have said to thru my life I could care less about that.  Ok so ash Wensday was yesterday Big fat hairy deal as I look around to some that think they have it all in the area.  All I can say is the ones that throw stones are not worth much to me around the area (95% of the folks).  Since I have been up here in NY State for almost 18 years as of May I have been called stupid more times than I can count around here for what I would do for some folks and myself no matter what goes on and how bad they try to cut me down.  I guess this is why I pretty much keep to myself around the area and really could care less in what others do even when they ask for what I would do for a household.  My opinion is an opinion and I refues to chande in what works for me and my household.  I know that every place is differant around in where I am at and that is why I do not really care if some cut me at the ankles or try to drop me on the curb for what I do around my place.  I went cheaper out of spite because of lack of money and I stuck with it thru the years.  May as well since I suppose I have nothing else better to do with some folks in the area with my time nor help when they get stuck around the area.  I guess this is what I get for being an outsider and truthfull at the same time in the area.  Since I have got called stupid and nasty in the past almost 18 years here it is ok in my book.  That reminds me of some that will not even cross me in Sabre Park like Tammy Banks since I am honest, truthfull, and refuse to lie for anyone around me when asked point blank in what happened.  I know that is why I have lost supposad friends and saying no did not help also around my place at all.  When some of us are going that much cheaper just to make ends meet around the area when we have money coming in either way weather we work or pick up the nickles to help out for the household it does not matter in how we put food on the table when others think they are better off than some when they are not.