I do not feel bad at all

Well now I do not feel bad at all for some dogs around here at all.  One took off and wanted to run and why in the hell should I go looking now at this point when I have been screwed around here in more ways than one in the past almost 2 weeks slacking a day around here at this point.  My place is now clean and then some since the one dog took off around here and that is how I like it at this point.  I have hardly squat to do around here and I am thankful for the SPCA for some things even though I can not adopted nor foster another bird from them at this point in time anymore thanks to some folks around the area who do not give a flying rats behind on what I have done at all.  Now some are denying the dog period around here and know in what I did wrong around here.  Also I get to go back to my normal schedule period to say the least after this morning.  Now my dog will not mind niether will my birds at all in what I do for the place at all from now on.  I am madder than a wet cat for what has happened around here totally and now I am done with some things that I had planed also.  I am a fair person untill someone stabs me in the back or rib cage around here and I am done with that part of it all here with most of the folks here in NY State to say the least.  At this point I will not refuse my Husband still to this day on his so called friends around the area at all.  Just because I do not want anything to do with them does not mean squat in my eyes at all now.  I put alot of blame on some people for a simple request that I have had in my place and they could not even do that much at all for me.  I am done with being the piece of crap and the liar totally now.  I should have took pictures before now on what was going on and did not do it at all.  Now this is hwat I have been dealing with on a small scale around here since it was a small problem here.  I am just wandering about the 100 dollars of coupons that I have lost.  The picture is of my kitchen and where the one dog has been at blocked off from the rest of the house here.