Wandering

Well I know some were hollering last night in what I do not do out in the yard still.  At this point I do not care in what some think that I am doing here in the household at all and they are not here.  Since part of the week I am inside still arangeing things and getting other things done here in the house it self I get out about 7 pm to water the garden totally.  With things going on and I did excape at 11 am yesterday for about 30 minutes to walk down the street one of the neighbors asked in how the garden was doing at this point.  I told her I have the first year blues for that part of things.  The woman agreed and said do not worry about it since this year was a flop.  So at this point in time I do have some veggies that will produce and there is the sweet potatoes that are growing like weeds also.  I am not getting down about that part anymore at this time since other neighbors figure that I have failed on that part of things.  Alot of the older folks know different at this time and that is what I am figureing on anyway along with knowing other things for the place.  Anyway here at least I know in what is going on here and I will go from there.  Since there has been alot of changes in the household here and my Husband has not minded in the least bit in what I have done so far to cut the bills and other things down at this point I guess that I am doing pretty good on alot of what has been done so far.  Another thing is that I have noticed that I am alot calmer here within the 5 months that I have been dropped to the curb also.  Others have seen the radical change in me also here and that is how I like it.  With alot of the things that have been going on I have noticed that things are gooing better than what I had expected them to also at this time.  From last year to this year the power bill has went down along with other bills and I am feeling better about alot of things also here while I am at it all.