Bad start

Well on Saturday it was a very bad start for the week here totally.  My dog passed away that morning here in the house and the party was still going on for that day here.  So it was hard not to just sit down and go into tears for the weekend totally and not go to where we had to be.  We went and it did not help totally but we were out of the household anyway.  After I cooked 2 dishes for the party here we figured may as well go after we buried the dog.  After all said and done here I did not sleep at all and that is normal for being in a different place along with I just do not sleep well anyway after almost 4 years.  Since I was up by 5 am yesterday anyway where we were at I figured that I may as well get a walk in and see if I could get my mind into gear again.  That part helped somewhat here for myself and it was like I could face that morning while I was someplace else untill we left.  Knowing that I had to spot clean the carpets still when we got home along with other things that needed to be done it was nuts.  Since my Husband about knows in what I use anyway for the cleaners on that part he still asked here to make sure that he was right on that part of things.  With the odo ban it works like a charm on some things still with a towel here and that is how I got the spots up last night when we got home of course.  Plus trying to unpack along with packing up some things here in the household.  The bad part is that there are dogs that will be spoiled here from me totally in what is here in the place totally and they will remember in what I done here.  So after all said and done it will be a bad week around my place nomatter what here untill I get use to this part of life again.