Shaking my head

Well I have came to the point of that I will not have a clear driveway at all here for the household period at this time.  So I have gave up on that idea totally here for the household and may as well just flipping deal with it also while I am at it all.  What alot of it is here is that I can not pull the truck in farther in the driveway here so I do not have to deal with the one neighbors glare every time I pull into the drive way along with not hauling groceries 50 feet farther also but, it does not matter at all anymore.  I was liking the fact that the truck was pulled up farther here since the pain came back full force here almost 4 weeks ago and that does not matter anyway again according to my Husband.  So now to see in what I can do about it since I am tired of some things going on still to this day.  Anyway with today I will get out for a good while and be done with it here to try to clear my mind here and it will be hard to do since I know that I have to come back to the dang house and see the pop up that is totally useless along with a waste of flapping money on top of it all.  So I will be saving up yet again here for other things that are needed for the household at this point.  I was lucky to get some things at the grocery store in the past couple of days here and it makes me wander in what I am really suppose to do here about alot of things still.  So now here at least I can get out and walk along with picking up the nickles along the way yet again here.  Now to figure out in how much I can get today here and go from there of course.