Plotting

I have been sitting here plotting the morning already.  I want to see how far I get for today and go from there.  Pluss I am waiting to hear that NY State will be shutting down today.  I see alot of angry folks that are on the system around here.  Then some wander why the government here in NY is broke when half the state is on welfare period around here.  What gets to me is that the DMV is not affected by all of this.  Now with today with waiting on the word about the shutdown of the state I will be cutting the bills around here without a problem.  I think that is what is getting to alot of folks around me.  Becuase at this point I am doing what I need to do to save money around here.  At this point in time some have figured out that I am not playing also while I am at it.  Some folks haven't bothered to come over niether once I think about it at all this month around here.  Maybe it is me and with me trying to cut the bills so much that some folks can't take it any more.  With my Husband off to work this morning and myself not feeling good also I will get done what I can and go from there.  Also with things going on I have thought and thought and worked it in my mind on what else I can do here in the can.  I have isolated myself around here also and it maybe a good thing that I have also in this point in time.  When I say this it is becuase of I keep out of trouble and a few other things also around here.  That is the scary part of the whole deal.  Since I have been keeping to myself even more as of late around here I have not really talked with anyone around for the most part.  I am doing what I have to weather some like it or not for the can.  Also I know of a few other things that some diden't figure that I would put togeather while I was at it.  I also can not support some things that have gone on also with supposad friends also.  When I am seeing someone getting treated like crap from her husband and this was before they were married also now I know it will be worse on the girl.  I diden't go becuase of no invite also to the wedding last week.  And I know why I was not invited also and it does not bother me at all in the why around here I pretty much know who was there and oh well.  So I should have took one of the girls that I babysat for up on Saturday and got the hell out of the can for awhile for a girls night out.  I will explain why I diden't go here at a later time to the poor girl. It had to deal with the cops in the neighborhood and afew other things around here and I thought twice about going after that.