Shakeing my head

Well I laid in bed for about 2 hrs this morning with a cat fight outside my back door.  I finally got up about 530 this morning and been basking in the quiet around here.  Pluss no birds chirping niether once I think about it.  I had to wash the blankets yesterday and got both clean for the ones I use for the birds.  It has made all the differance around here.  So now to plot the rest of the day around here and get some things done also while I am at it.  It will not be to hard today since I did start in on part of the kitchen yesterday when I was waiting for my Husband to come home.  Alot of things that I do around here keep me busy so I do not get board with being by myself all of the time.  With yesterday I was out side looking at the plants in the turvys and they are growing like bad weeds at this point and it is a good thing that they are.  All I do is water them once a day and keep them on the one side of the can for the sun light.  Otherwise I told the kids on this end if you want ask do not just come up and start picking at all.  Anyway today I will get out to the bank and fill the tires once again then come home and do what I have to do around here.  Well the Governer of NY State is trying to pull something on the 7 Tribes again.  I hope that the Tribes get to geather and start on the State again.  Well with the budget still not passed for the State of NY the Governor is trying to get STUPID on the rest of us around here.  Then Albany NY wanders why more folks are leaveing the state to say the least.  The Taxes around this state are just out there thru the roof.  Also at this point in time to do the grocery shopping and to shop for smokes in PA is looking even better around my place.  With more taxes around here in NY State with what the state wants to do also I think I would be better to shop the once a month down in PA and stay a night over with family.  When I have the cold bags and a cooler for the 3hr car trip to do shopping anyway around here it will be well worth the trouble around here to do so.  This is part of the reason of why I have stopped lending out money around here.  Some folks have not paid me back as of yet in what they owe me also.  This is why I am throwing it back into a jar around here when they ask to barrow 20 dollars also and telling them no I can't lend out the money at all.  Granted most of us are broke around here anyway, still the same don't take money away from me to balance another budget becuase ya ran out of money by the 15th of this month.  Yes I have a very tight budget here in the can.  What gets to me around with some folks are that they have a poor budget along with NY State and do not realize that some of us are trying to get the bills paid and groceries in the household without the help from the system around here.  Also while I am at it around here I have been trying to pull money back for my house fund also.  I have got to the point I have been shopping more and more with the coupons and sales around here pluss the discount stores to get food into the 2 kitchens around here.  Now with that being said I some have wandered why I do not let them barrow the money from me anymore.  So now at this point in time I will not be lending out squat around here and will be going cheaper in that since around the place also.  Also I have figured out more to start trying around here to see if it all works better than what I am already doing around here.  Or add it on to what I am already doing.  When NY State and some others realize in what I am doing they will be screwed also.  I am wandering in what some will start saying when they all figure it out in what I am doing around here also.  Like I care about it I just want the good laugh about what was said.  I am wandering on how many times that some are gonna ask to barrow money from me and how fast the jar is going to grow also around here.  Once I get enough in the jar I will take it to the bank and deposit it into another account and watch it grow also from there.  Pluss I am keeping track of what amount was asked for and when so I can see a pattern in what is going down.  I think what my problem is around here is that I am doing alot of things to cut the costs around here in my place and some are just waiting with thier hands out to say gimme gimme all of the time.  So now that there will be a couple of things in place around here and myself saying no more and more they will not bother to ask after some time also.  Now with my budget I still look for ways to cut the cost still around here.  With some of the stuff that I do it is still a very good start in what I am doing and will start adding more things to help out around here.  When I told the 2 mouches that I coulden't lend out the 20 dollars the last time I said also I had bills that I just paid and I have more to pay also.  I guess that some have missed the hints around that I threw out.  I am wandering also in what the NY State Government is doing with the tax dollars they get around here also besides haveing folks that are on welfare that do not need it after 10 years pluss becuase they are way to lazy to go and get a job.  Pluss a ton of other things that are going down also.