Knowing what happened

Well now I know what the heck is wrong with NY State running in the red at this point in time.  With Social Security, welfare, the grant T program, and the adoption monies going to some folks here and Nancy Hammond is one of them no wander we are in the red all of the time now.  The grant T program is for the ones who are taking in their grand children and nieces nephews ETC.,  it is part of the welfare system that some do not need to be on at all when they bring in a certain amount of money into the household just like welfare.  People like the Hammond's do not need the extra help at all since they both bring in enough a month to the household for 4 children.  I found that out years ago and could not do a dang thing about it at all for the folks who are just getting by on what they bring in and still get food for the household weather NY State says differently around here.  I will not Damn the person who needs help in today's world to put food on the table at all to go for food stamps and hits up the pantries.  I realized that when Nancy Hammond took me to or my Husband to the food pantries that she had all 4 of the children up in different places at once 10 years ago and my look said it all to the folks running the food banks.  Now that they have got alot stricter in alot of things it makes you totally wander also around the area.  At this point in time the Niece that is with me in the household has found out that I am much cheaper than what some said that I was also here.  With a tight budget on the food part and other things I have to be around the place.  This is why I picked up 2 turkeys today at the store and I realized buy one get one with the discount that I got on the one turkey.  So now that I pretty much know what I am doing with that part of the household here along with other things some have realized that I can't be messed with in what I do at all.  I have found my way of doing alot of things around the place and to make ends meet for the food budget around here along with many other things that life throws at me now.  With the worst week that has happened to me last week I know know that I can go thru anything around here and make it.  With some things I am Willing to learn either way and some may laugh and they realize in what I can do here for my place and try to help others out also while I am at it.  Now I have a new light on some things around my place and it will all work out in one way or another for the place.