Plotting yet again

Well I have been plotting for the household this morning also.  Between my Niece and my Dear Husband have been putting up with me for acouple of days now around here.  With that being said I am not going to Illinois like I hoped to for the week since the truck did break down on the 90 the other day.  So I have made phone calls all over the place and just totally gave up to say the least on everything around here.  So here I sit for know thinking of where I can tackle first here and be done with it.  Since alot of the boxes are in the way that have already been packed I have to re arange them to say the least here.  Maybe I am just frustrated for the most part becuase I need to get out of the place here.  And to also be cheaper than snot while I am at it all.  Since I know that the van gets pretty much good milege for the most part I am back to the van to get around and or walk to places totally.  So either way I will have to do what I have to do to make it around here.  With alot of things here I will be going the cheap route and have not even bothered to get to the store at all to get groceries for the place.  With alot of what has been going on around here is that I have not been lazy about alot of it at all.  I have said before I just gave up alot of the dreams of doing things around here and knowing that I will not get out of the dang trailer at all now.  By this point in time I have totally gave up along with praying and alot of tears knowing that I will be stuck for the rest of the park days along with never getting back to Illinois at all.  Now you know that I have totally gave up.  With that being said I will be staying here in NY State and start down the really cheap path for the rest of my time for the place.  I guess it could be worse around here to say the least.  I will be doing some things today to get the can deposits becuase I already feel the need to get out of the can today.  Maybe I can get the grocery money that way start collecting more cans and plastic bottles for the place and put half in the one jar for the wood burner also while I am at it all here.  It shoulden't be that bad when I get started for the place today.  The next thing here is to do every thing as cheap as possible from now on and I will continue to work on that part of life.  I have to keep busy around here and be done with it all to clear my mind totally.  Now to get my Niece caught up on things around here along with my Husband while I am at it all also.  The less that some do around here and start wasteing things the madder I am about the whole thing of what I am trying to do for the place.  I am guessing that I have to kick and scream about some things again to save money around here to say the least for the place once again.  With that I will be working on the big system today to see what is wrong with it all and go from there also here.