Now I am mad

Well now after almost a month later Thomas Socko is going to take what I said out on me now I have everything I need to know since the Little Boy is having sex with a 15 year old out of his own mouth around town and word got back besides my Niece telling me.  Makes me wander where this girl's parents and others are for her at this point in time.  This is including Thomas family also knowing what they all know around town.  Maybe all in what I have been trying to do is for the worst and there is no turning back now at this point in time.  I have wandered why and now I do wander and got drug into something, that some do not want me into around here at all.  If the truth hurts wear it around here and, I will always speak my mind and tell the truth in how I see alot of it.  When I seen my Niece crying her eyes out over a Little boy around here now I know I was in the right in what I said to leave him in the dust and start looking for work to get out of the circle that she is in either way to meet new folks out there.  Maybe I should be alone also once I think about all of this after all.  I took some in with good faith and I get nailed for it all here I do not need the drama nor the extra B.S. at all.  Not when I am hurt and everything else and I can still hold my own at this point in time around here.  I proved that today with myself with in how much that I have done.  Or maybe I am just in the wrong again around the place.  Would not be the first time and will not be the last at all with myself.  I am not keeping my Niece here at all.  I think I have taught her enough on the cheap side to make it with around here and all I live in is a cruddy trailer.  I have kept my Mouth shut way to long around here and will start again opening my mouth and a few other things I just do not care anymore.  There is just alot that I have been thinking about anyway in what I can do while I am alone.  Pluss maybe the pain is really in my head after 4 months almost around here just like some have told me without saying it in words.  Well now I am happy that I kept the email up that I did send almost 4 weeks to the day and supposedly it was only 3 days ago around here the Little Boy has another thing coming around here and I hope he is happy with the 15 year old he is with.  I say it with a smile because the girl has a Daddy and brothers.  I have totally forgot about the Boy until the E mail yesterday.  I told my Niece straight out around here of you want to believe him over me since I will not lie and will bring up my prof over what I said go for it there is the door.  OK so it takes me a bit longer around here to bring stuff up and go from there.  Now I now know where to go to bring up things that I need off of some sites.  Once I figured it all out I got it up and kept it on the screen until my Niece got back.  That is one nice thing about AOL either way.  I have came up swinging and some do not like it at all around here when my eyes flashed red even after I had 24 hrs to stew in alot of things around the place.  My Niece thought I was joking on it when they go green and start flashing red when I am that mad on what is going down.  Now with tonight the poor girl found out in what I was saying.  My other question is Who in the Hell in their right mind would let their 15 year old daughters 18 year old boyfriend move into their household.  I guess it is legal for NY State now with that part of it all with the Minors.  That is what I do not get around here and I guess that is what I get for the state of Illinois compared to here in NY state.  Now you know why I come up swinging on some things and why I refuse to deal with the crud of NY State from now on here.  I have kept to myself why for almost 6 months around here going by what the so called Management has said to me around here.  I still watch and never bother to call anyone around because it is not worth my 50 cents around here to give a Damn.  Nor the bullet at all.  Some of the neighbors will tell you that they do not see me at all hardly except my Niece and that is on the rare occasion here.  Now I have heard it out of the horses mouth that he does not have a regular address also.  All that tells me is that his parents do not care niether in what the boy does after the court date that he got took away from them at all.