Thinking again

Well I have been thinking around here yet again.  There is just alot of things that need to be done around here and I will get it all done within time.  So now at this time what was said to me the other day is still replaying in my mind also while I am at it.  And yes I am about ready to call some back to tell them to get up here and see what goes on and to take care of me then for the next year since some do not have a clue at all in what is really going on.  Since some were right about others that I know here it is ok and knowing now in why they always fought over the years now at this point in time.  I am not making any excuses at all for some people and I still refuse to, to this day.  So now at this point no wander in why I have gone to the cheap side of life around here even further for the time being around the household.  This way I do not have to ask for any money from anyone anymore.  I will be paying people back around here also and this is why I have been going that much cheaper for the place.  Now at this point in time I will be figuring out in where else to cut in for the budget around here totally and go from there in the coming weeks and months.  So now at this point in time I am already thinking here about tomorrow on top of it and since I have to pull out money from the account since I am out of checks and could not find the other book around here.  This is why I can't stand moving also here.  I would love to have a week to where I do not have anything to do at all around here to say the least.  Also I am hoping to get some help here with the cooking.  Well it is more than that I will be teaching one of my girls here and cooking extra also for the household.  It is the perfect time to do all of this also here for that part of things.  I will be getting things cooked for when I do have my surgery here so I do not have to cook for awhile and then to teach some while I am at it all here.  It is just plain out nuts in how some of the parents are around the area since they do not teach their children in how to survive at all with the cooking, cleaning, and how to pay bills.  I guess that I was lucky in that since of things that I was taught with some folks also.  Now to sit at the table for a bit and get the checks made for the gas company around here and pay that part of things today here.