Knowing when

Well it helps to know when you are not out beat by a neighbor totally in life.  I have seen way to many things happen over 38 years to ignore in alot of the junk in that time.  I can count on my hands and then some in how many times that the one neighbor has tried to kill me in almost 3 years here and it is not good at all.  Now besides ignoring the one neighbors here totally along with getting cheaper on top of it all I am all good.  Ok so I plot now and again and afew other things here and that is how I am and can not get blamed for that part at all as long as I do not act on what I think at all.  I was taught that years ago growing up under my Momma here and that is what some can not understand also at this time.  When I shrug my shoulders and walk away it means that the person just ain't worth the time at all nor the energy that they want me to put into something that is nothing to me.  With some of the things brought up in the past several days here and myself saying yes I have noticed it here it tells me something.  Now with that said people are not going to other places like they were and 4 months and being in another area when that is a regular buddy or hunting buddy when the person was here at least once a week almost 4 years ago it says something totally.  That and when there are others that would come down and are not anymore it speaks volumes to some of us also once again.  And here I thought it was me here the first 2 pluss years with some when it is not even me at all.  Now all I can do is add things to be even cheaper for the household and tell some to sit and rotate along with playing switch on some things also after this one since I just do not give a rats behind on what is thought nor said about me unlike yesterdays episode also.  When a person is right here and one is just out done they walk away totally and drop it all when it is "Don't Talk About My Father That Way" totally was the answer.  Sorry I will not stick up for someone even my own Father or sperm donner if they are in the wrong here.  My own Brother in Law had good things about him totally and so does the next here so I could look up to them totally.  Niether one had an unkind word about anyone at all PERIOD and did not talk behind someones back on things that I could remember at all now after all of these years.  Now that is unlike the guy on one side of me that tells his girls with his wife do not talk to the one neighbor since they are nothing but "Trash" here along with the girls friends if they bother to come around at this point in time.  When the girls next door are spoiled brats totally except for one and "Mommy and Daddy" will bail us all out just like others will nomatter what since we are the ones who got spoiled because of a state that did not care about us or a state that gave to much care.  Now last year I asked some questions here and who's the house's name in with who I thought was the oldest here.  I did not get an answer at all so I am figuring that it is in both the one girls and the ex totally.  Mom and Dad bailed the girl out totally and that is on them since one has to buy the other out if I am right here totally for the loan on the house in both names.  That is NY state for ya here along with many other states at this point in time.