Plain out tired

Well at this time it is looking like that I will be taking more walks here without a problem to just clear my mind along with picking up money on the side of the road.  With that being said here alot more power will be off from now on because of yesterday and what went on.  So I will be breaking out the coffee holder and using that from now on along with keeping the T.V.'s off more during the day.  I just wish that most of what will be going on did not have to fall onto me to just do for the place at all.  I guess that I will fail nomatter what will go down here for the household and be done with it since my Husband will not help out at all nor notice in what I am trying to do still.  Since alot of what will be cut down again in the household will be on me again even more so from now on I guess I will have to start begging to get someplace with my Husband totally.  Another thing that I have thought of is to start blocking things out for the day just to prove a point here totally and say well to bad on everyones part on it.  I have to also remember in how to beg again for the help since I do not do that part at all anymore.  I got to thinking of ways yesterday afternoon on the way home here in what all needs to be done and how from now on to plain out cut all of the costs down again.  I know that I can do this myself and be done with alot of things here in the household without a problem at all.  Now it has came to the point of just doing for the place and be done with it all yet again.  Since the laundry will be hung up still for the place along with many other things that will be going on during the week here it will take some time to get use to since alot of things flew out the door when we moved to the house of course and that will have to change.  Alot of it will have to be done on my part when some are gone during the week and it will drive some of the neighbors nuts that I am cutting the costs still for the household nomatter what I do.  Some people have tried to get us out for almost 3 years and they may have their wish also here within the next 10 or so years anyway after I get done with alot of the things.  Now to start with alot of the housework and cut more out of the cleaning products for the place to where I hardly use them all yet again.