Thinking way to much

Well I have been thinking way to much here in the past several days.  Yes I am still mad about some things here that have happened over the weekend of course.  There are other things also here that just drive me up the wall and there is nothing apparently that I can do for that part of things except to deal with it and get to the doctor when the insurance kicks in.  So now at this time since I have been thinking on things here totally it all seems strange that some things have plain out smacked me as of yesterday in what needs to be done for the household.  At times yes I am sorry that I got the house that we are in and that is not a problem at this time since there are still ways that I can still do.  With that being said here from now on I will be saying no to my Husband more often and he will have to deal with it all from now on.  The funny thing about all of it is that over the weekend here my Husband was saying the cheaper the better and that is how my wife is at this time to another driver.  I know that scared the one driver over the phone about me when that was said.  Some have not realized in what I have been doing behind closed doors at all for years.  Others will never know about that part of things at all in what I am doing here and will be doing for the place from now on.  Also it will be a good time this weekend to do some things here that need to be done anyway and start saving up for more things for the household.  With that being said here there will be a trip out to several places today since we are running low on the freezers totally and not enough meat to go on with the month.  So either way here things will get done weather I like it or not for the day.  I will be doing things on the cheaper side of course to prove a point to some people here and go from there of course.  That is another thing that has got to some folks already about me here is that I just do not care in if they like where I shop at for the place at this time since it is not their money at all.  I have been cut down on that part since I have moved into the house here by the one neighbor untill the one girl moved out and figured out that hey the woman next door is doing better than what my own parents taught me how to do for myself and them.  The poor girl has stuck up for myself and my Husband here and told her parents that enough is enough here and just worry about themselves totally.  With that said the girl has seen my handy work for being cheaper than snot in the household here and she does not mind now on what I do anymore.  Anyway at least the things that get done at this time will make a difference in the bills along with it works for myself and my Husband here totally for alot of ways.  Now that the one radio runs off of batteries at this time and no power cord needed at all at this point it works out even better than what some have thought for the place.  Another thing is that the window units have not been ran at all here in the past several days at all and that is even better on me.  Since I am trying new things out here it will work out for the best in the household here and that is what will make some folks madder than a wet cat about me after I get done.  Part of it is that some folks do not see me refill bottles at all for the place and that is fine.  Part of it I will keep hidden for the place and they will not see me do that part of things at all.  It is just easier on myself to do that part here since it is less waste for the household anyway at this time.