Just wandering still

Well I am still wandering around here if I am still doing the right thing by going the cheaper way around here totally.  I will do what I can to get thru the rough spot around here and go from there.  It is one of them days of the flip flop that I end up doing at times.  Maybe I just need an extra lift that I am doing the right thing for the place now and it will be ok in what I do also and the extra thanks from some in the household here.  Or it is just one of them afternoons around here for myself also.  So with tomarrow coming up I will plot out the week around here again and see where I end up for the week also here.  Also I will see if I can go for the most part without some things here in the household also from now on without my Husband here while I am at it all also.  That may help with feeling down about what I am trying to do also here for the household.  Or I may just need a picker up as I call them around here to feel like I am more usefull also.  So now that I have the main bulk of the laundry done down in the basement here I feel better about that part of things here and I can throw in a load of laundry here and there during the week from now on.  I have a long road ahead of me at this point with healing still and I know this totally.  Since it has been 2 weeks as of tomarrow from the surgery and not being able to do much here after that and for about 10 months before that part it has been hard on myself of not being able to just get up and do around here totally.  Pluss I have to watch pretty close with my neck at this point just so I do not undo what the doctor just did to help me out.  So now at this point I will have something every day to do around here from now on so I can get at least something done here and feel usefull totally around here.  It is one of the things here that I have to do so I can try to get back on my feet and get things done around here then try to go all day long after awhile here.  Anyway now at this point there is alot of things that I want to do and it will get done here soon enough.