Still thinking

Well I am still thinking of what happened over yesterday here.  At this point in time here I can say that thank goodness I do not depend on some folks in the area at all still and maybe this is what is bothering me even more here.  I guess this is why the doctor told me to go ahead and walk when I feel like it around here and I still can not drive at all untill I can get back up to the doctors office again here this up coming week.  With that being said I walked to one of the places yesterday to pay a dang bill for the household here and took care of it myself without waiting around for people who promised some things to me around here and told me tough cookies here after it was all said and done.  So now at this point I could really careless in what the one couple says to me now since they are full of crud in my eyes now after this.  Yes I have needed some help and could not get it at all around here from the one couple so one of my girlfriends came over so I could stock up on the water and some soda again to drink around here.  Pluss not only that I had walked over to the stores and got to really thinking about what went on also.  All the one person had to do was bring it to the house and that is it.  I would have figured it out in how to get the stuff into the house after I got back here after everyone left.  Now that I can not even bother to trust some people at all in what they tell me I guess I am better off alone here in the house by myself away from some people here in the area.  Also here I am this morning the one couple has not even bothered to call me thru the week here to see in how I am doing once I think of it also here.  After all said and done here my one girlfriend basicly told me I have to go shopping with you more often to get the better deals around here.  We both started laughing at the one dollar store and the use of more coupons at that store it was all good.  After I got 20 dollars smacked off of the one stores bill and another 7 dollars off at the dollar store I must have done something right for myown household here totally within about 3 hours yesterday.  I figured since I was feeling pretty good yesterday I may as well get something done for the household also here and got it done in what I set out to do.  So now that I have some things done here in the household totally here, I will see what little things I can get done before some get home today and go from there.  Now I am just wandering in what some are and were thinking totally when they left me high and dry yesterday around here.  From now on I know what I have to do for myself and go from there to see what I can do and what I can not do.  What gets to me is that some have not seen me totally down around the household like I am now and they do not want to see me that down to where I can hardly do anything at all.  Maybe that is the problem around here is that some figure that I am going to be around forever and totally ignore the fact that I do need help at times around the house.  That is the best answer that I can come up with at this point in time with some people around the area that I thought were friends.  Or some just do not care in what is going on around with other people at all also is another reason that I have came up with.  Now knowing that I am on my own with some folks here I have came to the point of I am ok with it all also here.  I will not even bother the one couple at all anymore and go from there.  My answer will be no if they all need help from now on from me and tough cookies on their part from now on in my eyes.  That is all I can do at this point in time since I have 4 bones fused in my neck at this point and this is what I am recovering from around here.  I am lucky that I can move at this point in time and still alive from it all.