Was wandering here

Well I was wandering about today with the doctors office.  I came out smelling like a rose this afternoon from that office and liked it.  What gets to me the most is that some have not understood that I needed help with some things around here totally and have blew me off around here also.  So now after today here I can pretty do as I please within reason again and if I take my time on it I should be ok for the place.  Also now I will be doing some things that others did not expect me to do from now on for the place here that are on the cheap side of everything from now on.  With alot of the things that I have learned in the past 10 days around here I am ok with totally now.  So the dishes will be done around here by tomarrow afternoon along with acouple of loads of laundry also here and I will be spent for the day totally yet again.  It will be a long road to get back on my feet and I know this without a problem at all.  So others just have to realize this out of me also in that it will take awhile.  While some are still down at the mountian it is a good place at this poitn for them at this point after this go around in how I look at it.  Along with the 10 days of hardly being able to do things here at my place and I was told to call if I needed anything here so I did and got totally blew off also I have came to the point of I will do for myself and my household and when they need something my answer is no from now on with some folks.  So now I will do what I can for tomarrow and be done with alot of things for the chore's here at the house.  Even some basics are big chore's at this point in time here.  So now other things are not at all that huge of a deal around here.  Like going cheaper is not that big of a deal now.  I have figured out that by sitting on my toush that I can do things on the very cheap and still think of other things that I can do for the place here that are even cheaper also while I am at it all.  So at this point even my gas bill for the truck has went down totally in the past 10 days also one I think about it around here.  Also that will be going down even further here soon.  I hardly go anywhere at this point and why should I start now around here in how I am looking at it all.