Knowing now

Well I know in what I have been doing here in the household does not mean squat to my Husband and I have delt with that part more times than not over the years.  When I go to turn things off along with streaching out what is here in the household along with trying to get walks in while I am at it while he is gone for the week.  Nothing is working at this time at all since I did get a look like I lost my mind last night here when I asked my Husband to put the things that are plugged into the wall on another breaker bar here since we have had thunder and lightning on top of it.  So I will see in what I can do for today in and out of the household and maybe screwed from the get go from now on.  With the power bill I did get lucky here with the 3 window units and it being under 75 dollars so far.  But then again I did unplug everything also during the day and the dryer for the laundry what is that anyway for the place.  So now at this time since some want me to just shut up and lay down about things since they are right anyway at this time, I have almost gave up in what I have been trying to do for the place that I am at these past 2 weeks.  With that being said here I have stopped alot of things during 6am thru 6pm here since I know most of it has been peak hours thru the power company.  It seems that I end up paying for it either way that I do go for the household and I have came to expect to be totally cut down for that part with other people and my own Husband here at this time.  When I started switching things over to the cheaper cleaners and using less for the household I got cut down for it and still do to this day along with no help at all.  So now all I can do about that is go over to the bleach water here and be done with that part of things here in the household totally.  There is other things that I did not plan on adding here so soon also to get that much cheaper for the place and will have to get that done also as soon as possible here nomatter what is going down from now on.  It does not make any difference to me anymore since I am the only one here in the place more times than not and it does not affect my Husband also here.  So it will be for the best that things do not get turned on anymore along with cutting back even more here from now on.  I know that I am on my own from now on with this part of things and that is fine since I will come up swinging on this part from now on here.