Shaking my head

Well yesterday was just plain out wierd here totally.  Pluss not only that I know it will be a bad week when the paycheck comes in.  It seems like the loads have dried up totally and it is still early in the year.  So I will be doing in what I can to get things done on a very slim budget here for the household yet again.  The good part about all of this is that I know in what I have to do and go from there at this time and it is no worse than December along with January here in the household.  Now here at least I have some things in place and things will get better because of what I can do here totally for the place at this time.  No pep talks are needed at all for what needs to be done.  Since there are still some meats that are left here along with other things in the freezers it will not be that bad here as long as I can get out of the household for my walks.  I started laughing yesterday when I dropped my husband off along with one of the cops looking at me like I was just plain out nuts when I picked up 2 nickles.  Part of it is easy money for the household here and sometimes I have to work at it by going out farther than what I had planned on anyway to help out on that part of things.  What else can I do here besides be cheaper than snot about alot more here for the household.  Since there are ways here still of doing things for the place I may as well do them and be done with it.  Some times we all have to swallow the pride to make ends meet for the place that we are at nomatter what is going on.  Also I have came to the point of it does not matter in what some will say to me anymore here for what I am doing.  Pluss my Husband and I were joking around about what is going on behind closed doors yesterday here and what may happen totally by the end of the growing season this year.  So now to get off of my toush and start the day out right yet again.  I am back to my walks here and need to get out to one of the roads that I have done well on anyway for things.