The waiting game

Well I am sitting around and waiting for some places to open up or some folks to get into the shop so I can pay them at this time.  Also I slept in this morning while I was at it all and it is not good at all on me since my scedual is thrown off totally already at this time.  Since some things will never change around here at all at this time I will have a fit about this part of things in the household this weekend totally.  What alot of it is with me is that I am trying to keep things low enough so that the both of us can afford some things for the household and it has not entered my Husband's brain as of yet here in why I want things turned off and unplugged for the place.  Since alot of the ghost power went on last night here for the place I am mad totally about that part of things.  This is why I am about ready to throw up my hands on what I have been trying to do here and just give up on trying to get things done on the cheap side of it all.  Ok so I am fustrated over all of it since it seems that I am the only one here in the household that is trying to keep the power bill low also.  Alot of what I have been doing here totally is going without and some have not got that part of it at all.  Just like yesterday here I was going to start the grill and could not move the knob for the propane tank at all.  So I had the grill out figuring that ok maybe he would get the hint since I had a hard time trying to open the thing up here last week.  My hands have went to snot totally and I ended up putting extra heat in the house here since I had to fire up the oven to cook dinner.  Of course I get screamed at along with belittled totally with someone else here in the household since I did not say something about the grill.  The gal that was here was in shock when I said enough to my Husband and was almost in tears over it all.  I almost walked out for the afternoon here to start walking then to just calm down over the B.S. that was going on.  Now I will warn my Husband about that part of things also this weekend and go from there totally.  Other than that I do not know in what else to do except to throw up my hands and just give up on everything here from then on.