Shaking my head

Well now I know in why I have been keeping my mouth shut more times than not here for the place and out of the household.  After yesterday getting chewed out in the truck for over an hour then re chewed again at another place some have wandered in why I have just said squat in the past several weeks here on my part of course untill this morning when I exploded when it all started again.  Now some do not blame me for not saying what is really on my mind here with others since they would not be able to handle in what I have to say since they are just not able to understand it at all in why I am just tired of the crap.  Where I have came from people do not rat unless it is totally necessary to the fact of what is going down at the time and it all has to build up before anything happends and not for stupid B.S. at all.  Knowing some will not be able to handle if I said something I have kept my mouth shut in alot of things and that is why I am not saying much at all with all of the lies and other things that have went on.  The closest base that I know of is Scott Field and others have totally lied about it to me and I knew better.  So another lie has been busted out here with me and some have alot of explaining to do also here since I know better on alot of things.  I am leaving it all alone since I know in other fights here that have went on with keeping my mouth shut for what happened and being a child to keep the mouth shut and what others have went threw totally finding out in what went on here over the dang years and will let the persons wife deal with all of the crap.  I will be no help and will start laughing here after it all comes down to the wire.  The fight was on untill it all came out with lies and other things that went on in the household.  All I can say is that it all gave out broken hearts here and made me mad also at the time in what went on.  I have a feeling that is all in what some are trying to do at this point and the plastering will not stop untill the truth comes out and the parents can not do a dang thing at all on all parts.  The only reason I can say in what went on now is that it is all said and done and on record now along with common knowledge also.  I will not freak out here at all and I told some the truth on what will go on since the person did raise their hand and stupid enough to say oh not me and I never did here in this time.  Since I am still property of some it makes no since here to me for another 9 months also in what the person is denying also for stupidity reasons.