Thinking again

Well I have been thinking way to much for the household again.  For this week it was a somewhat bust for things that needed to be done and did not get even looked at.  Also I have been ignoring some texts that have came in and why should I bother now since nomatter in what I do it will never be good enough anyway for one person and I get screamed at from others also while I am at it.  So now after the past week and a half here and noticing some things that were going down with one person I had to think on that part also for what was going on.  I was and still am tired of what was being said and it about put me under for the household here if I just let it go on.  So now since it will be better on myself here after I said what was on my mind here along with it being enough I am done.  With that being said that was somewhat part of what was getting me down and stopping me from just doing for my place.  Now here maybe I will start getting things done here totally for the household.  Of course I will take one room at a time here for the up coming week and see where I land up.  Monday will be a normal cleaning day in the household and it will be a blessing that I will not get bothered at all unless it is my Husband letting me know whats going down on his end.  Another thing that I have realized here is that I have been somewhat faultering on my walks also in the past 2 weeks now.  Since I keep weird hours anyway I got to thinking of that part also.  Now here I will make better use of that part of the weird hours and go from there besides getting cheaper for the household.  Some things will get better here and I have hope for that part.