Thinking again

Well now I know why I have been getting up fairly early either way that I have went.  At least I get to put my thoughts in order and to think on things while I am alone totally.  As someone told me that I was the tight wad out of the group and to make sure that the bills were paid along with food in the household the person was right on that part of things.  That is why I have been doing alot of thinking in how I will end up doing things with hardly any money at this point in time.  After all said and done this has been why I have kept to my walks now and will have to step up myself to do more here on the very cheap from now on also.  At this time I know in what I have to get done and my Husband is not a part of it since he will not even listen hardly anymore unless I totally put my foot down and hard on alot of things that are going on in the place.  Since I can not really talk to anyone about what is going on at this time and I get told the other night that some were willing to go to others now to talk things threw after I am totally unplugged on alot of things that have been going down with myself and my Husband.  All I can do now is get a tighter handle on things in the household and that is it and keep my mouth shut on more than what I have already done so far.  Now also here I know that in why I have been doing some things here for the household and myself also at this time and that will have to stop also on my part.  So now there is alot more to think about and maybe I can make since of some things on my walk also here this morning in what and how to do all of this totally at this time.