Thinking again

Well I am thinking again here for the household and other tricks of the traid of course.  So now at this time at least I can do alot of this on the cheap after all said and done for the coming weeks.  I have no choice in the matter and proved that part to myself along with to my Husband also.  Ok so alot of the times my Husband will ignore in what I have been trying to do here for the place and I finally had it up to the eye balls in what gets undone when he gets home also.  Another thing that I have finally came to the point of here is to take it all day by day since it will not work for what I am trying to do for the household and myself.  So now I will start trying again for the up coming week and go from there.  IF I fail I fail here and when some children hit school they will be in the loss anyway here without me and more tearchers are even more brutal than I am here totally on alot of things.  All I can do is try and teach one child that is in my care all that I can here before school begins.  So with that being said here there is alot of work to be done and I will not mind it so much when the other kids are here totally since they all can help out also.  Another thing is that I keep getting half stories here in what the heck is going on anyway and I can only go on in what happens in my place anyway from now on and have caught alot of things from what the father has said and done at this point in time also.  It means that I have to make sure that the kids eat period before they leave and go from there also again.  Looking back in what was going on at the time when I sat for the kids before is that the father would not dress nor feed the girls when they hit the household period.  The one girl would not eat at all except peanut butter and that was it at the time.  Now the youngest is trying the same thing here and that will not fly with me.  I have also noticed that the youngest will not eat and fruit period nomatter what is going on in my place.  That is where I have to work on here and keep putting it in front of her also untill it clicks that hey wait a dang minute I have to eat this also before I get other goodies.