Never ending

Well some things are never ending around here and the halting of the trucking industry here has basicly came to a crawl again here.  So I am taking it all in stride here and thank goodness I am stocked up along with extra cash on hand this year.  So now at this point in time here at least there are coupons along with sales at this time if anything is needed now.  At this point in time I know what happened about 16 months ago here and why I have been on edge totally inbetween the trailer and the house.  I guess the problem was that since the one Niece was with us and could careless in what went on around her totally as long as there was food in the trailer at the time.  That was part of the reason of why I said no to her boyfriend at the time.  Along with him saying that I do not do this, this, and this around the household at all.  That was just the iceing on the cake there and knowing that I had to protect the neighbors on top of it around here I said no to them both last year here.  Pluss knowing that some did not care in what they all did and it would be a revolving door at my place with all the kids, I did not want that at all.  So now that I have went cheaper around the household without anyone here totally I am ok with it all now.  As I sit here and think of ways that I can cut down even more here for the place and will start keeping a note book on what I want to try out and see if it works for the household here I maybe onto something here also.  I have also desided to wait to take in all of the nickels at this point in time here to see where I end up after all said and done when I take that part in to cash it in.  It will be good to say the least around here and some still do not have a clue as to what I am thinking and doing at this time anyway.  Also now I am suprized that the complainers have not called me back to barrow money off of me already at this point.  I guess since I do not waste the money on the wants that is what gets to some folks like the complainers at this point still to this day around here.  So it is another reason of why I have went cheaper here totally besides other factors that were in play years ago around the trailer and they came to the house also while I was at it all.  Some have not got that in why I have the back stock at this point in time here at all and why I have paid really low prices for the items here.  Also with last night around the household I did fix rice for part of dinner here and told my Husband that he had full reign of the fridge since there are leftovers also besides in what I had fixed totally.  That is what gets to the people that use to come over all of the time at the trailer and now some do not even bother to come over to the house at all.  I guess by telling them no all of the time in the past 14 months for money and other things, it makes me even nastier around here to them.  So now at this point in time since I am stocked on alot of things here for the household on things like dish soap, laundry soap, and along with other things here it makes some folks mad that I paid a fraction of what they did for what they have at their place.  At one point the complaining got so bad around the trailer that I could not believe half of it at all.  I looked at the complainers and said ok then cut the paper goods in half along with other things and you will have the means to get by for the month.  Pluss it was not like they were not getting food stamps at the time just like they do now also here.  I would love to have a 275 dollar food bill for the household here and now like some do at their place.  Also I told them in what they could do to streach out the food dollars and I got compleatly ignored on that part also here.  This is part of the reason of why I do not get the baking mixes from the box anymore here when a bag of flour and baking powder do the trick for my place still.  All I can do is shake my head around here and go from there for some folks at this time still.  Knowing that my Husband does not mind along with others who stop by the house here that have to eat also and they know that I cook alot of things from scratch along with on the cheap since it goes hand in hand around here with me.  Just like cutting the cleaners down around the place here some have not got that part of in what I am doing also here.  So now at this point in time I guess that I am on the right track for alot of the things here in the household.  So I better get a move on to what I need to do for the day and make it as cheap as I can around here also while I am at it all.