Shaking my head

Well I am shaking my head around here totally.  With alot of the househork still left to do here needing to be done I have to plot it all out for the next 3 days around here.  With that I have blown thru the rest of the one bottle of laundry soap here and I can move to the cheaper stuff that is here on my back stock of that part of things here in the household.  Now that my Husband does not mind myself using things like Purex and Ajax here for the laundry soap it all works out better for the household and on me.  With the one deturgent that I was using for the household it was 12 dollars for about 70 loads a bottle compaired to $2.50 for about 60 loads of Ajax brand here and 9 dollars for over 100 loads of the Purex brand here for the household.  This is what gets to some folks that know me around here is that I get sick and tired of paying high costs here for everything here in the household.  Since I am switching things over to the cheaper end of it all I have caught more hollering over it all than some would know what to do with totally here also if it was on them.  So now at this time here at least I can say that alot of things have went down that some do not know about at all since they all refuse to come over to the house period.  It was not because of the drinking at all now as the one couple have said also.  It was becuase of myself refusing to lend out money to the one couple anymore since they are getting paid once a month by disability checks pluss food stamps on top of it all here at this time.  I know the couple knows that I am home now here since they called to my cell phone on Sunday and then complained that they have a new loan out for a new car and their insurance rates doubled with the car at that point in time.  Since the guy lost his right to drive because of a medical issue and his wife has not had car insurance in her name for years yes they are in the risk pool at this point in time on that part of things around their household.  Another reason of why the rates went up on them is where they live at also at this time.  I know that makes a differance in the priceing totally since I have moved into a better neighborhood here and my rates dropped totally.  So now at this point in time here the complainers know in why I have stopped getting some things here for the household or never even bothered to get what they wanted me to get totally over the years.  Now with that being said I do not eat paper plates nor towels at all like they do at their place at this point.  My household goes thru maybe one roll of paper towels a month here and that is it.  Pluss I stopped getting paper plates when I was the only one working at the time in the household and not bringing in much money at all.  That is another reason of why I have kept between the trailer and the house here stocked up on some things and went from there years ago.  Now I have tried to tell the complainers totally start cutting back almost 8 years ago now and they have not even bothered at all still to this day on alot of things that I told them to do.  That and to stop barrowing money off of folks totally at the time.  But then again I know that I was and still am the stupid one out of the bunch and will not let them barrow off of myself and my Husband anymore here.  With that being said around here knowing that I will never be paid back it got old and quick after knowing that we were getting the house that we are in now and the complainers trying to run thru in what I had pulled back for a down payment for the house at the time.  Now with the trailer park that we were in is about ready to close up I am thankfull that I started saying no about 2 years ago if not longer at this time here.  So now at this point since I have not really talked to the complainers for about a month here and knowing what they are up to also with alot of thought here I have no need to talk to them at all now at this time.  I think that is what is getting to the complainers at this time anyway is that I did not let them know in when I got back in at all untill they all called me.  It has caused alot less headaches in my book so far since I have the house here stocked back up on alot of things yet again without them trying to barrow money off of me.  Also knowing that I should throw a grand into an account here for the household and then some after they have asked me to barrow money in the past almost 2 years here and throw in more after they ask me for an amount that they want gee no wander I can afford things now after saying no.  So do not let folks barrow money off of ya when you are just as broke as they are at any point in time and try to cut the budget down to your needs.  It is a learning process totally for the household and let others know in what you are doing if there are others in the household.  This way there are no arguements over squat and wright them down also in the process so everyone is on the same page as you are at the time.  That was another thing that I had a hard time in doing at the trailer is to let my Husband know in what was going on for that part of things totally.  Now I say something about in what I would like to do and get input on things for the household.  With alot of the cleaners my Husband does not mind in me getting them on the cheap side along with streaching things out totally here also at this point.  The poor man would rather see me save money at this point in time here and be happy with it than see us totally broke also.  This is why I shown things to the complainers totally to say if I can do it so can you at this point in time also.  It is like bragging rights in what I am willing to do for the trailer at the time and now to the household.  Also at the time that I put my foot down with some other folks here and said no totally while I was at it all and knowing that I could not have alot of things in the household anymore with my health failing because of my neck and even with fed. permits on things it was not even worth the time nor the sanity to have them here at all.  When some figured that they did not have to do at all in the household along with live by my rules while they were on probation for a fellony I had a problem totally.  Now I would rather be alone and do on my own for the place here along with being cheaper than snot than to start saying ya better do or do not let the door hit ya where the Good Loard split ya at that point 6 months later.  So that was part of the drama that I had to deal with and knowing that the kid depended on his Mommy more and more at age 32 than I ever did at the time some need to grow up and others better step up to the plate also here if they want to be with him and keep him also.  As far as I know they maybe togeather still or be split up at this point I really do not know at all.  But then again I ain't nothing to some people like my one Niece here and never will be at all.  Ok so make that the 2nd Niece that is like that at this time also compaired to Liberty-Ann Mercer.