Shaking my head

Well at this point in time I am shaking my head totally around here.  It is not that hard to save money around the household at all as some make it out to be at all now.  But still according to my one aunt I am the stupid one compaired to her kids so I will keep the coupons and several other things that I have in my book to keep the household going now.  I totally forgot some things at Kmart here and will go back up tomarrow to get the second kitchen totally around here since I ended up with the paper products and afew other things for the household and yes I had coupons for it all here today.  With that being said around here and having more coupons totally for tomarrow here along with the store coupons and the card I should be ok for everything totally and that includes points on the card again.  If some really knew in what was going on and down in my place here they would be fit to be tied to say the least in how much I saved around here.  So now at this point in time here at least I can say I am better off without some up my toush here totally on what to do and what to spend here for the household.  At this point in time here I have learned some things totally here in my household and that is ok in the past year or so.  I have learned it is ok to be the cheap person for the place and I can get by with it now since my Husband does not mind in the least bit in what I do here.  Also with some folks like my aunt I am amazed that they have made it this far in life besides mouching off of her parent or parents at this time here also while I am at it since I have not asked for a penny to help out nor anything else to be bailed out for at this time.  Maybe that is the reason of why I am keeping to myself more and more with alot of things here in the area and do more on my own without using more power and other things here in the house that the others do also in the area.  I am a stickler about it all here and will continue to be so untill things get straight around here totally.  Now at this point in time here it will be somewhat hard for things to come by here in NY State and that is ok now.  Another thing that will give some folks grief here is that I know way to much still and notice alot more than what they give me credit for also here.  Now it was the middle of the week and I was getting told I did not bring lunch for you and do not even think of eating around here today while I was in Illinois.  I ignored my aunt and heated up something that I got the week before just in case anyway and got scolded for it all.  So now since I will tell some in why I am not coming down anymore here and they will have to understand as of in why at this point in time here and they can blame the ex sister in law totally now also here I am done with alot of things.  I figured this morning that all I have left is my Hsband and being cheap with a hand full of friends that really like me here in NY State as of now.  So I know that at least I am welcome with open arms at this point with some people and others can bite me also now.  That is how I feel at this point in time and I have to lead my own life and not anyone elses at this point in time.  Others are seeing in what I was going thru in some ways now with their own step kids also.  I will not budge on how I feel and that is that.  Since I have been cut down in more ways than one in the past 6 years here I will not change for anyone now at this point in time at all.  So that means that I will not spend money since others want me to at all now and oh well if they are broker than snot at this point in time.  And it is right where they are suppose to be in the life line at this time also along with others.  All I could do was to shake my head and think to myself if you are stupid enout to put the addition onto the house I have no use for ya.  So now that is how messed up some are out of my family and will continue to be that way untill they are told no and I am out of here just like myself.  So now at this point in time I would rather be cheaper than snot like in what I did today here at Kmart and go from there.  So now at this time I know that I am on the right path and will take this one to the next step in life just so I can say this is how it is around here and do not bother me since I am not bothering you now.