Waiting

Well I am sitting here with the hurry up and wait game around here totally at this point.  Between the dishes and my Husband I do not know who is worse at this point in time.  Since I have to clean before I start cooking again around here for the day oh well at least some bills will get paid also here today while I am at it all.  All I can do is at this point shake my head and go from there now.  Now to get some things into gear around here and go from there for the day.  Alot of it will be done on the cheap side for the day and that is part of the reason of why I am cooking turkey my way around here.  In what my one aunt did to the turkey last week I would never do at all around my place totally.  Oh on top of it all the green been cassarole did not even turn out at all last week.  All I could do was shake my head and go from there.  All my poor grandmother could say was let the damn thing birn at this point in time.  Since I did look at the times on the package on some things and knowing in about in how long some things take to cook also it helped out.  I looked at my grandmother and said here's the deal here its in untill this time we turn off the oven and let it sit there untill the thing comes back.  She agreed with me and that is what we did.  Now at this point in time never again will I let soom cook totally around the household at all and that is if and a huge IF I go back for dinner there.  It scared the heck out of me when I seen what was going down totally around there and I will not have any part of it anyway from now on.  Granted here I am a cheap person and pretty much will not do some things in the kitchen totally and still refuse to around here at my household.  With that said this is why I have some things that are extras in the household here and that is how I will run my household totally from now on.  Also some still do not get in why I have just walked away at this point in time while I am at it this last go around.  Now to make the phone call of why and what went on while I was there.  At this point I would rather be cheap here at my own place and be done with it all now.  Maybe it is becuase I also know that there is nothing holding me to Illinois also at this time totally.  I have pondered this all week while I have been home home here in NY State.  WIth some things missing and other things that went on I do not need to place myself nor an almost 90 year old woman also into a bad spot at all.  I would rather know that I still can not depend on alot of the family members and keep to myself here.  What got to some that seen me while I was in is that I have alot of things figured out in how to keep the cost down for the household and that is why I never asked for help also nor the bail out around here.  I guess this is why I started to really budget out things around my place from years back here and to make it on my own.  So now at this time at least I can say that I will not be back and keep my word on that part of things.