Just hate to

Well I hate nickle and dimeing things totally for the household at this time.  Since I caught Senator Charles E. Schumer lieing his ass off this morning on one of the news programs here about the health care here it makes me wander in why I have the cell phones, power, gas, internet, and the dish still turned on in my household at this time also.  Hell I need none of it along with other folks here in the country so what the Hell may as well drop them all so we can afford the crappy health care that Obama wants us all to get totally at this point in time.  Also I asked if I am getting denied for the Disablity part of things than why should I not go out and pick up the nickles here in the damn area for food and other things for the household at this time.  Ok so I can cook on an open flame here along with the grill nomatter what goes on in life.  At this time I am almost ready to give up everything and do not mind what so ever for the household.  Ok so I have had a garden for the place since I have moved up to NY State here for almost 20 years here without some years since I did not trust the park grounds and never will since it is still slimmy over at that spot at this time.  Ok so the maters and the green beans taste different here with real dirt as I call it also.  Anyway here at least I do pay mind on what is going on and other things that others say here to me.  Not many folks know in how or what goes on in making scratch things for the household anymore in todays world.  There is alot that I have to learn as of yet and I am proud of that part since I do know in how to ask for help and show me how to do something still in cooking.  Yes I am the cheap one for cooking and know in what goes with what here totally at this time but, I still do not know in how to deseed a grape here along with a raison here at this time.  Most of the older folks are gone in knowing in how to do that part of things here in the country to this day also is what some do not get at all period even if they are in the White House.  I do not see some trying to afford things for the household here at all on their part and they have forgot in that they can be one step to food pantry items also and trying to figure out in how to make a damn meal for 2 weeks off of the crap that you get out of 2 places if that at this time.  I would love to see some make something out of a pound of rice and a head of cabage here and try to combine them togeather without meat period at this time for her family.  She will not do it since she can afford meats nomatter what goes on at this time and it makes me wander in what our tax dollars go to at this time here.  All I can tell some is they live in the White house and they have fire places go out and get wood for free or nearly free at this time here every time it flipping storms out good with snow or ice.